A Lost Girl in a Lost World

World says God is great, World says Love is Magical
They say God is sacred, Love is pure
I don’t know, I haven`t seen both
Love and God are just untouched fantasies

I felt the gorgeous clouds on my cheeks, may be that’s love
There`s someone within me asking me questions & giving me answers may be that`s god
I have seen earth & sky kissing each other faraway wherever I see, may be that’s love
And then sun & its rays blossoming out between them, glowing like a superpower
I have never seen Love or God, both are just magical mysteries

I have touched the rain drops on soft petals of flowers, may be that’s love
I have seen how flowers blossom, that’s mother nature’s super creation
I have seen mountain hugging the clouds, touching the sky, embracing the snow & playing with river all at same time, maybe that’s family of love
All these are awesome creations by geology, may be chiselled by a superpower
I havent seen their physical appearances, they are just unseen illusions

I have seen a just born baby in mother`s arms, the purest form of Love on earth, a creation to behold
But I have also seen an abnormal baby & asked why that innocent soul to someone beyond sky
I have seen soldiers dying for motherland, that’s supreme love, leaving behind all loved ones
I have seen volcanos, tsunamis erupting & humans saving humans calling them superhumans & suddenly rains covering a forest on fire
I haven’t seen beyond sky, they are just heavenly gasps

I haven’t seen god coming alive when world is absolutely unfair, when kids are dying, women are butchered and the right always loses
I haven’t seen love when its needed most, relations murdered, marriages cheated and friendships betrayed
But I have seen someone sitting by the hospital bed in every room, maybe that’s remembrance of love
And I have screamed, where is God to stop this torture in world, that’s purity within me or vulnerability of a human
I don’t know, both are just human imaginations

Love takes me to unimaginable destinations, God takes me to unprecedented hesitations
Love makes me act like an idiot, god like a puppet
Love makes me want to do more, god struggle more, uh
Love takes me to fantasy, god to agony

I do not know where God lies
Theres something that stops me from going the wrong way everytime there are 2 ways in life, maybe that’s just me the great …or a guiding light within me
Love seems to be in my heart
Which makes me feel the emotions of smile, cry, jump & empathise
Though my heart will keep beating, only till….god desires!
Love and a superpower…… both are omni present, universal, infinite & immortal
Both are existential support
Both ask for efforts, both test you, break you, but both keep you strong
You go to both of them when in tears and happiness
When in love, you pray for them, when divine, you live for them
With both, you can be yourself and ask what you feel
But…who actually fulfils your wishes…you or your loved ones or a power?
Mostly…Its YOU….only you…AM I MY OWN LOVE & GOD?