Why can't I be the one?
The one you yearn for,
The one you desire for.
I don't want to be your heather,
But all I do is ruin you further.
I am always the one who supports your journey, but is never the destination.
You were the flower that bloomed in summer but has now withered off in December.
Yes, you did fell first but i surely was the one who desired harder.
Yes, you were the one who loved harder,
But I am the one who mourns deeper than ever.
Yes, i do lick your love off a knife,
But what am I supposed to do if i desire you for life.
Yes it hurts, hurts like hell,
But what did i expect, when you were the one for whom I fell.
This has to end, end before I start to hate because,
I really cannot survive an eternity of cursing our fate.

So take this as my last goodbye,
The end of our chapter.
I hope in the future you don't hate our past but think about us with a smile in your heart....